Tuesday, 17 March 2015

A Dog in the Park

I saw a dog in the park. It was playing with a bottle.
I saw the same dog run to me as I whistled.
I saw the dog stand in front of me, its eyes sparkled.
I saw the dog, fox-like, it looked.
I saw the dog go away and roam the park.
I saw the dog wander aimlessly, not knowing where to go.
I saw the dog looking for company.
I no longer saw the dog,  I had gone away.
I no longer saw the dog, it slipped my brain.
I no longer saw the, my heart let go.
I saw the dog again, it barked.
I saw the dog that ran.
I saw the dog that saw kids playing.
I saw the dog that sought to play.
I saw the dog that tried to make a friend.
I saw the dog be ignored.
I saw the dog feel sad, I saw the dog feel ignored.


It ran towards the kids joyfully, only to see that the kids did not care, nobody cared. It ran with energy, it stopped with weakness. It just stood there and I felt the dog and I felt sad. It made me think, what does a dog in a park do? Does it run all day? Does it chase butterflies? Does it chase away other dogs? Does it chase people away? Does it play with those who would? Does it sleep all day? Does it get bored? Is it used to its loneliness? Is it not? What does it feel?

Sunday, 15 March 2015

'Dementor' Relived

Once, before, I had relived a chapter from 'The Hobbit.' It was called 'Roast Mutton.'
A few days ago, I relived the chapter, 'Dementor,' from 'Harry Potter.' Here's what happened.

I was in a train, going back to Pune from Hyderabad. It was a comfortable compartment, no one who was making a ruckus about things, no hostile discussions, no babies crying, clean, empty and all that. I was either immersed in my 'Political Science' book or my 'Physics' handbook or some music on my phone and for a straight two hours, I was watching 'Interstellar.' You know how long train journeys are. At 9 P.M, the Ticket Collector and a guard came to our compartment and asked us to shut all the windows. This was not new. Whenever the train is on this route, between two specific stations, Solapur and Pune or Solapur and Hyderabad, the windows are ordered to be shut. My window was broken and it did not get locked.
At 9:30-10 P.M, everybody in the compartment went to sleep. if not that, were really silent. It began to rain outside and we were in the middle of nowhere. Interstellar had drained the battery and I was left with my phone, listening to some songs that could help me pass the time. I tried to stay up till I reached Pune, but at 10:30 P.M, my mind gave in. I had my jacket underneath my head, as cushioning. The window was "closed." I slipped into sleep at 10:35 P.M.
Twenty five minutes later, in a dark train, when most of the lights were switched off, I woke up to see something I never had before. There was a hooded face in front of me, outside the window. The face was concealed by the hood's shadow. There was a flash of lightning at the light that reflected off his eyes told me that he was looking at me, peering at me through that darkness. It was raining cold and mist had slowly begun to set in. All that was between me and the face were the 5 grills of the window. This was when I realised that the train was not moving. It was in one place, in the middle of nowhere- not a single light to be seen for a long distance. Then, I saw two hands grabbing the jacket underneath my head. I sat up with a startle and the weight that was on my jacket, was no more. The face slid down and the hands went with it. With those hands went my jacket.
I half-knew what had happened, but still, I looked out of the window to conclude whether it was what I had thought or not. I saw the hooded man run away, with a cape extending from his hood. He made a peculiar shriek. From the sides ran two more similarly dressed people. Then, I heard a woman scream; scream her lungs out. The entire compartment woke up to this scream. The feeling of a threat hadn't passed. I thought the dacoits were in the train. But, like a patronus charm, the RPF had come with a torchlight. Maybe, that prevented the dacoits from entering the train. The patronus had worked. Everyone was alert, but the patronus calmed everyone down. The RPF restored courage.
 My jacket, something that made me happy, something that I loved, was taken away by the dementors, a woman  screamed and a patronus charm was cast by the RPF. Nothing fits better than this in reliving a 'Dementor' chapter. The rest of the journey was not that long. Someone else was woke up and did not go back to sleep. He asked me not to worry and that he'd look out for any trouble. I went back to sleep. I miss that jacket of mine.

Well, Expecto Patronam, I guess. 

Sunday, 1 March 2015

Soon to begin and soon to end

The clouds outside are grey and dark,
Heavy and tear-y!
But, before the clouds turned beautifully glum,
they were bright and plum.
They'll turn back, soon enough. 

Haikyu?

When life is stagnant,
Everything seems to be pungent.
Everything moves towards you
Only like a tangent;
Never making a considerable change.



Wednesday, 25 February 2015

The First College Party

On the 23th of February, 2015, I had been to my first college party. Coincidentally, it was in a place called, "The Flying Saucer." I thought it was an appropriate name for a place where my first party would take place.
It was an evening on which the sun set late and the darkness was just seeping in. The place was on the 9th floor of a building. It was me with a few other friends.
Inside, it was just really loud music without any proper lighting and people getting drunk and dancing the same steps over and over again, as if the same song was playing. I'd be a hypocrite to say that because I did the same thing.
What happens when you do the same thing for a long period of time? You get bored. More so when there are an odd number of people in your group. It was pretty boring.
So, the first party I've ever been to was not that great an experience. The only good thing was that I got to spend some time with my friends. In law school, it is pretty hard to find that time.
Well, it made me think whether or not the concept of 'college parties' are overrated. I'm still in a dilemma because one party is not going to help me answer it.
Someday, when I'm in a mood(not often at all), I shall go to another party. Maybe that will help

Thursday, 5 February 2015

Bye, Garden.

Well, honestly, I never thought this place would affect me this much. So much that the very news of its demolition would bring tears to the brim and sting the heart. These words are not exaggerated. I am honestly feeling this.
My first visit to this place was when I was in 8th grade. My brother took me there after a quiz. I distinctly remember that the others had suggested going to some other place. My brother replied, "I want to take this fellow to Garden." I got all excited in wait for an open garden with cold breeze and lawn. I was quite disappointed to see a hotel at the corner of the road, forming an arc. The insides were bright yellow; nothing to do with the walls, just the lamps. The other side was white; again, nothing to do with the walls, just the lights. Well, one thing that was true was that it was in the open. No small doors or tiny entrances with watchmen to open the doors for you. Anyone could walk in and spend their time. One wouldn't expect such an ambiance at a garden. Garden was a gritty place, no doubt, but it was still neat and tidy. The people over there were people from various parts of society; poor, not-so-poor, moderately rich, quite rich and so on. People would have all sorts of courses; main course, starter, desserts and so on. People kept coming in, going out or just stood by the tables having a nice chat about the day, busting stress, having a laugh. No one cared about how loud one was or how big a group was. Garden was something entirely new; something I had never experienced before. That day, when I went to that place for the first time, I had lost all interest in eating there once my 'garden' bubble had burst. My brother though, ordered what he and the others wanted: Samosas. Nice, triangular, onion samosas. How could I resist? So, I dared to bite. It was one of the best explosion of flavours in my mouth. The samosa was filled with onion and peas and something else. But the best part was that as I swallowed it, I could taste a tinge of butter. Till today, it remains a mystery. Whomever I ask about the butter, they said they tasted nothing of that sorts. But, I did. Or maybe, I just got the taste wrong. Anyway, it was delicious. One of the people present in that group said, "You've got him here. Why don't you let him taste Osmania biscuits?" I began forming another bubble around me, that the biscuits would be really amazing. They turned out to be the same salt biscuits my school provided as snacks. The bubble burst again. I was pursued into tasting the biscuit. When the biscuits were almost over, I decided to nibble and I was proved wrong again! The biscuits were salty, but, they left a sweet taste when you swallowed them. Another mystery no one ever solved. After that day, I would quiz every Saturday. But, it was only once I had gone to that place again, to introduce those delicious samosas to my mother. I bought one big packet of those things, which he wrapped into an old newspaper. Today, he still uses old  newspaper to wrap the food. How many people still do that?   
The next time I had gone to that place was when I joined this Oratory session, in 11th grade, that took place right after the quiz. Curse the exams, I had to stay away from the quiz for one long year. Lots of things changed at the quiz. The oratory session was altogether new. However, after the oratory session, one of my friends over there suggested Garden. How could I even refuse? The heart longed for that place I once visited with my brother, that place with mysteriously delicious food, that place with an unusual ambiance and atmosphere,but, I was also scared to see any form of change in it. I have no idea how it survived, but even after two long years, the place did not change one tiny bit. It was still yellow and white, still nothing to do with the walls, it was still open, it was still a hangout place and it still had that diversity. These were the days during which I made memories with Garden. Garden almost became this metaphorical person, this friend I, along with the oratory session guys, would visit every week to have fun and vent off all the heat from the week. It was the time my acquaintance with one of my best friends grew and for this, being one of the reasons, Garden will always be a memorable place. Inside the oratory sessions, we were serious chaps discussing various topics with passion and tension. Right after that, in Garden, we were all juveniles discussing Batman and the Joker, Star Wars, Watchmen, that latest movie, that one person, some old joke, something very light and lovely.
When I used to go to Garden every Saturday, there would be this frail, old man sitting outside near the stairs, wearing a full-hand shirt, a dark coloured trouser, sandals and spectacles. He used to sell handkerchiefs of different colours and sizes. He would just sit there, waiting patiently for a customer, looking at the road and every passerby. I used to observe him when he was not looking. He would just be looking towards the road. Now and then, an eager customer would stop to look at the cloth he wanted to sell. It was hard for him to sell. Every Saturday, I would see him with the same number of hand-kerchiefs, same design and colour, as the past week. One day, I wasn't take it anymore. I walked up to him and bought two big hand-kerchiefs, along with a friend. They were big and yellow, with black design on them. The material was slightly coarse, but good nonetheless. I got two for twenty rupees. He had a look of gratitude in his eyes. The point was not to buy hand-kerchiefs, but, to buy from him, pay him, help him. The look of gratitude was enough. This continued for some weeks. Then it became on and off. If anyone asks me where I had bought all my hand-kerchiefs, I'll tell them about this old man who sat outside Garden. Soon, it was time for another break because of my 12th grade Board exams. I went back to Garden 4 months later. The handkerchief man disappeared. There's no knowing where he went off to. One more mystery.
My food at Garden changed from samosa to cream buns. They had the most amazing cream buns! One big loaf of bread stuffed with cream and topped with coconut gratings. The taste was magical! Even with so much cream, the sweetness was just right. It was cheap and filling. I remember the person who would sit at the cash-counter. His physical structure would make him seem cowardly. But the look he bore on his face had the strength of an ox warning people not to mess with him. He dealt really quickly. Pay him the cash and you'd have your order, along with the change, in front of you the next second. That man had his own panache. 
Garden was a unique place that did not understand discrimination. I have met and seen so many people at Garden, so many different people that each one of them showed a a slice of life I could make a story out of. Garden may not have been that open lawn I had imagined, but it definitely was a place with lots of life and fruits of variety. Garden will always be The Garden.
Now that I have heard of its demolition, all I can think of is all the memories people are not going to be making, all the memories just remaining as memories that won't come back into reality in that yellow-white place, I can see all those people losing that hangout place, losing that place where they used to come for spending some time alone or with a group, I can see the loss of a food-haven for those who really couldn't afford much. I can only see loss of something very valuable. It does not matter if they would rebuild it or relocate it because it's just not the same yellow-white place at the corner of the road where I first went with my brother.
The loss of every friend is sad. How can I not feel sad for this one?
Bye, Garden...

Wednesday, 4 February 2015

Bee Musical

Be you the Buzzing Bee?
Yayeeeee.
What buzzes the Buzzin Bee, Buzzing bee?
Cold breeze outside. Beautiful.
Does the Buzzing Bee like the breeze like the Buzzin Bee, Buzzing Bee?
Yes.
Can the Buzzing Bee whizz like the Whizzing Bee, Buzzing Bee?
Yes.
Then why no be the Buzzing Bee the Whizzing Bee?
Because, Buzzing is who she is and Whizzing is who she can become.
When the Buzzing Bee become the Whizzing Bee, Buzzing bee?
When the breeze is pretty and Bee be free.
When breeze be pretty, Buzzing Bee be Whizzing Bee.
Bee be Bee. One Bee or other Bee. Bee buzz or whizz, Bee be Bee.

Yayayayayayay!
Other Bees see one Bee go whizz whizz whizz.
Then Bee see other Bees go bzz bzz bzz.
Bees be being Bees. Because being Bee is Bee-y.
One Bee keeps whizz wondering others 'bout the whizz.
"Who be whizz? Bee no whizz." say Bees who buzz.
Buzzing Bees look for Whizzing Bee to stop the Whizzing Bee whiz.
Whizzing Bee be still. Whizzing Bee be Whizzing between Buzzing. 
Buzzing Bees saw Whizzing Bee. Buzzing Bees be spellbound.
Buzzing Bees no know magic of whizzing and Whizzing Bee.
All Buzzing Bees then became Whizzing Bees.
Then they be free and came in cold breeze. Buzzing Bees be Whizzing Bees and all be magic.
Bees be bees. Whizzing or Buzzing, Bees be Bees!
                                                                                            - Shraddha Dubey and Batmanwrites.